Thoughtful Thinking

Quoting

2009-05-27T20:36:00.004+08:00

"One of your closest friends is suddenly turning into a different person -- their typical level-headed behavior is gone, and suddenly they're off being wild and wacky. Why they are acting this way is a total mystery to you, but it might have to stay that way. Ask all the questions you want, but if they don't want to answer to you, they don't have to. Respect their boundaries and give them some space for now. They will come to you if they need your help."

"A frustrating friendship is causing you to wonder what you ever saw in this person. People change over time, and unfortunately they don't always grow in the same direction. Accept who this person is becoming, but don't keep them in your life if they make you feel bad or bring out your insecurities. Friendships are elective relationships, they do not always have to be lifelong commitments. There is nothing wrong with moving on so you both can be happy."

Kan de!

2009-05-23T00:53:00.004+08:00

"You can't be afraid of the feelings that are growing inside of you about someone"

Its a gist i saw on my Friendster homepage.. The thing is it is NOT GROWING, its COMING BACK! aiyo... Anyways, dreams usually don't come true, dui bu dui? Hahaha.. why I asked? I have something that's bothering me for a while now.. Based on my past experiences, When I dream of something, it (usually) will come true but will take a long period of time (sometimes in a matter of short time).. I told my friend about it and said it must be something that will happen in the future.. put less hopes, hao ma? *nods* or even make it zero percent! ha! who am I fooling here? *looks left and right*.. hihi..

However, things cannot be forced.. dui, dui, dui.. Its called a "one-sided love".. right Sofi? hahaha! :D

Full of Wisdom. Values Formation.

2009-05-22T01:21:00.026+08:00

I'm loving our subject Values Formation..not that I hate it lo.. Whenever we come to the part of applying the lesson in real life, i feel so absorbed and dreamy.. that's how my imagination works and then off to dreamland!hahaha..just kidding wo.. I could feel that our instructor have so much wisdom in her life and I couldn't imagine how she sees simple things that I usually neglect from far away.. We're almost done with the subject, in fact, this afternoon is our final exam (i just remembered now and I haven't reviewed yet!waaah..) .. im gonna miss it.. aiyo.. Let me elaborate some parts:

On our second or I think third day of the class, she had us made an essay about ourselves.. i even lost control of my writings that I almost poured my anger out..hahaha.. On the essay she told us to describe ourselves physically first..how we see ourselves on the outside.. then uhm...hahaha i forgotten nah..haha! anyways, its about our whole being, our whole personality.. how we talk, how we act, think, react, emote, view, and all.. basically its about who we are as a person and as an individual.. Looking back, I still remember some things I wrote on that paper.. I wont say but just to give you an idea, its about the emotion part.. I talked about trust and loyalty...there you have it!haha.. I found out most of the things I wrote were the ones that are hidden..(huwaaaaat???) those that are subconsciously below the surface.. the reason of concealing it? well *talking like Simon of Alvin and the Chipmunks* I believe a human sort of undergoes a denial stage of their journey in life.. where you avoid talking about certain things, avoid certain beings, just nod and talk avoiding to face the truth in front of you.. just like that.. And the one i still remember that I, myself, even surprised me with what came out of my mind, was about love..hahaha.. (wht?!) I wrote like this (or something like this) --- "Eventhough you say its over, for me, love is still there.. you might find another love but the previous love will never go away.. its just hidden beneath the new love.." --- And it is true, no matter how long or how much you wanted to forget or even if you manage to forget, it is still there..but just barely coz its now below the surface.. try to dig it and find out for yourself.. As for me, just thinking of digging it up frightens me.. I also wrote things that pisses me off.. especially the feeling of betrayal..where you trusted someone so much and in the end you'll find out that you were just something like a disposable utensil.. when in need you're there then will throw you away without certain reasons.. the feeling of hatred and (i wanted to wrote about ji du but didn't) disappointment.. well its all that..blah, blah, blah..

The other one is the one where we made a trace of our hand on a piece of paper.. Each part have different instructions.. Here's the explanation:

"When we are introduced to someone, we normally extend our hands in a gesture of warmth

and welcome. It is worth considering that we extend our hands. It is not just skin and bones

we are giving. We are really extending our self. Who then is this hand that we are extending?

What "little stories" does this hand have to tell? What mysteries does it still have to unfold?"

I won't elaborate more it will take hours..haha! Basically its about how we consider things in life like what we wanted to achieve, our faith, what we think and how we think, and such.. We even shared in in front of the class and one of my classmate made a deep impression on me.. He talked about like he never did before..hahaha.. something different la.. i know how he feels coz i am a hypocritical person too.. the more we are pushed the more we wanted to back out.. In other words, the more pressure they give me, the more I wanted not to do whatever it is..wahahaha.. aiyo.. (-___-)'''

I could say that during such short period of time, I appreciated learning the subject so much that I won't be ashamed to apply what I learned in reality.. It helped me know myself a little better and understand things more.. Made me realize and see things more clearer.. Now I am able to judge things and give my own ideas on a higher level.. (I feel like taking up psychology instead!haha..)

So much blabbering wo.. but thinking of it, it awakened my subconscious part where I used to hide my inner feelings.. It's hard not to become more aware now and ignore the things around.. I rather keep to myself than admit.. To become a better person, things should be clearer, ne? hmmm.. wo bu zhi dao la..

zao!v(^0^)v

Kai Xin. Bu Xing la

2009-05-15T23:45:00.011+08:00

Aiyaya..i felt so much xinfu yesterday coz finally i got admitted to the team (TKA Villa).. well sort of..haha! anyways..Mei jie was thinking of another job for me aside from being a timer.. its like a dream come true! Li Xiang's world..hahaha.. Its a pleasure to be part of them and doing something valuable.. Some experience I could bring for my whole life.. yay!

So much blabbering..aiyo.. Ka xin! Kai xin! I love my life inside the cyber world (if you know what I mean)..

Of course there's the so-called value of Bipolarity (from our Values Formation subject).. the "counter-attack".. Its like whenever something good happened there surely be the coming of negative vibes.. We got "soaped" by our project manager this afternoon la.. aiyo.. whatever it is its a lesson learned.. should punch myself for being reckless wo..hahaha..

wan an! (oooh i missed the recently graduated comscis..)

Dizzy. Dizzy. O_____o''''''

2009-05-08T23:42:00.002+08:00

Oh no..its all coming back.. no, no, no, no... wei shen me? i tried hard to conceal it.. to bury it.. and to forget it.. but why, oh, why it easily crept out once again? coz I shouldn't feel this way anymore.. not now.. but i know i am fooling myself to say i have moved on.. doesn't it? aiyo... the ji du feeling whenever...whenever... i cannot say.. but its just like that.. im in control.. i always tell myself that but my heart wont accept wo.. you know i have this feeling that its closing in on me.. i have this sudden urge to notice it but of course--with pride and dignity, its not that easy.. i dont know but i am all clueless.. want something? need something? initially yes.. kai xin, kai xin.. but not inside.. of course i want to feel the xinfu that everybody deserves that's why I forced myself to be kai xin.. i did yet something's missing.. naaaahh.. afterall, i still find myself longing for it.. im really good at pretending..haha.. but wo zhong xin wont lie.. i suddenly remember what our professor told us.. if ni di ai you ren, no matter what, ai will never be gone.. wo fei chang, fei chang dizzy now..not literally (quite literally..hehe..) wo kun huo la.. (-__-)'''' lao tian..

Talk Less. Gain More.

2009-05-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

What a lame title to start off la..haha.. I've got a lot to share but i'm kinda busy nowadays.. aiyo.. (-_-)""

I haven't got a chance to tell you this (but im telling now).. Me and some of my classmates are currently taking up two advance subjects this summer..namely: Rizal and Values Formation.. aside from our IT Practicum.. I've been assigned as one of the three leaders of Rizal but i feel like im alone in this part (not the responsibility part but the leader part) not to mention some casting problems and time management..what a hassle..plus there is still our project for the practicum which is to design a website.. along with Sofi, Mark and Ernel.. We have a class everyday and practice for Rizal every Saturdays..

I made the script for 4 days i think and slept almost 3AM for two days and then finally I was able to finish it.. its a relief wo.. and the website we made and been working for almost a week finally got an appreciation (though its still in progress mode).. we still have our midterm examination this coming week for the two subjects we're taking up.. so hopefully we could come through it and finally relax a little.. Im also looking forward for the showing of Angels and Demons wo! I'm a fanatic of Dan Brown.. in fact, I have read all of his 4 novels and I have 3 of them at home.. Its gonna be shown here in the Philippines on May 15.. I think i'll be watching on the 16th la.. (^0^)/

Many things to anticipate these coming days wo! Missing everyone on YCYC and AF.. mei meng.. (O_____o)

Yuzu again

2009-04-29T22:54:00.005+08:00

Woah I haven't posted..chang jiu.. i'll just drop this MV of Yuzu entitled Umaku Ienai.. it is a song from Gokusen 3 (though I haven't watched it yet).. It's my current favorite song from Yuzu.. Below it is the lyrics and translation..love it! (^___^)

Yuzu - Umaku Ienai (I Can’t Express How I Feel/ I'm Not Good At Saying It)

Lyrics: Kitagawa Yujin
Music: Kitagawa Yujin

[Romaji]

Hajimete deatta hi no koto wo
Kimi wa ima mo oboete imasu ka?
Togire togire gikochinai
Bokura no kaiwa wo
Owatta koi no kizuato wo
Nuguenai mama de itakara
Okubyou wo kakusu youni
Odoketeita ne

Mada sukoshi hadazamui
Haru no namikimichi kimi to aruku
Kizukeba koushite iru koto ga
Atarimae ni natte itanda

Umaku ienai kedo afurete kuru
Kono koe mo kono namida mo kimi wo omoeba
Toki wa nagare mada tsutaerarezu ni
Warawanaide kiite hoshii
「Aishiteru...」

Fuzakeatte bakari no futari dakara
majime na koto yuu no wa terekusakute
Taisetsu na kotoba hodo atomawashi ni shite

Arifureta machinami
Itsumo no Machiawase basho
Furikaereba soko ni wa kimi no
Kawaranai egao ga attanda

Umaku Ienai
Boku wo yurushite kureru kai?
Zurukute mo majime ni mo kimi wo utau
Sugite yuku hibi hitotsu hitotsu wo
Wasurezu ni irareru youni
Negai wo komete...

Kono sekai ni owari ga kitemo
Kimi no soba ni wa boku ga
Boku no soba ni wa kimi ga kitto iru kara

Umaku ienai kedo afurete kuru
Kono koe mo kono namida mo kimi wo omoeba
Toki wa nagare mada tsutaerarezu ni
Warawanaide kiite hoshii
Boku wa kimi wo aishiteru

[English translation]

Do you still remember the day when we first met?
Our conversations were on and off, awkward
We couldn’t wipe off the scars of our lost loves
So we hid our cowardice with humor

It’s still a little chilly, I walk with you down a spring road lined with trees
Before I knew it, doing this felt so natural

I can’t express how I feel, but my voice, my tears
They pour out whenever I think of you
Time goes by and I still haven’t told you
Don’t laugh, I want you to hear what I have to say
“I love you”

We always joked around so saying something serious felt embarrassing
And we’d put off talking about more important things…

The streets are the same as usual, there’s the place we would always meet
When I think back, your smiling face was always sure to be there

I can’t express how I feel, will you forgive me?
Whether it’s manipulative or serious, I’ll sing of you
As the days go by, I’ll make a wish
That I never forget a single one…

Even if this world comes to an end…
I’ll be at your side, and I know you’ll be at my side

I can’t express how I feel, but my voice, my tears
They pour out whenever I think of you
Time goes by and I still haven’t told you
Don’t laugh, I want you to hear what I have to say
I’m in love with you

Reviving Asian Spirit

2009-04-07T01:35:00.005+08:00

Im currently following old series from Taiwan..idol drama series to be exact.. its like backtracking the series of my current favorite couple -- Joe Cheng (Zheng Yuan Chang) and Ariel Lin (Lin Yi Chen) -- I started liking them since It Started With A Kiss (ISWAK) and its sequel They Kiss Again (TKA) to their recent collaboration Love or Bread (LOB).. then now i am currently watching Joe's past 2 series, Nine Ball and his debut series, The Rose (together with Ella Chen).. and so Ariel's Love Contract (with Mike He) and her first series, True Love 18 (sadly it only have 1 episode with subs T___T aiyo..).. I like The Rose more because of the story plot.. it kinda makes you anticipate more to what will happen next to main character Zheng Bai He (which is played by Ella)..i am wondering why she always cry even if it is just a small thing and nothing to fuss about? naaa..and furthermore, I definitely love Xiao Zong's character here! He played Han Kui who always threaten Bai He..haha..he's like Zhi Shu threatening Xiang Qin but in a more feminine way (he really looked like a girl in this series).. oh well I hope somebody or someone will upload a subbed version of True Love 18 (knock!knock!) because i like the story (and Shi Yi Nan is shuai..haha)and Yi Chen's hao ke ai le..looked like an elementary student..O____o

Other than YiChen and Xiao Zong's series, I am also currently watching Show Luo, Wu Chun and Jerry Yan's Lan Qiu Huo (Hot Shot)..too bad episode 5 at MySoju is broken and I cant seem to find the subbed version of it either..so I skipped it even though I got the chance to watch some part of it with subs..aiyaya..haha..

I'll share the posters here..take a look..

These 4 series i am currently watching (^above) and..

Its a laugh right? (yeah that's what I think so..hahaha) mei meng (-__-;)

C-thru

2009-04-05T23:18:00.004+08:00

Woah..look at this..

hahahaha..im actually on my lappie!yay!

Introducing Yuzu

2009-04-03T02:58:00.003+08:00

Currently, i am addicted to Japan's famous duo known as Yuzu.. I just heard their song (not exactly) from Yu's singing on DD-Boys Episode 3 (where Yu had to sing in front of many people to earn money)..He sang i think 3 of Yuzu's song.. so i thought he might like the songs of Yuzu.. When I heard Sayonara Bus..i immediately loved the melody..then there's Itsuka and Natsuiro..among the songs Yu sang.. I just recently found out their names.. the one playing the harmonica is Koji Iwasawa and the good-looking guy is Yujin Kitagawa.. i'd like to share these videos (MV) of those 3 songs i mentioned above..

Sayonara Bus - Yuzu

I love this video! They looked cute especially Yujin.. O__O

Itsuka - Yuzu

This one..i noticed all of Yuzu's MV are very much alike..simply a video of them not much extra..

Natsuiro - Yuzu

I think this one is funny.. they looked like they really enjoy filming this..

Fool!

2009-04-02T02:21:00.006+08:00

March 30, 2009 Saturday

1:48PM

We just had our lunch.. we ate something different (not exactly).. Sofi and I tried another type (brand) of Hong Kong style noodles.. It is much expensive but reasonable for it tastes good rather than the one on the foodcourt of Farmers.. I feel sleepy now that I just ate.. Since morning when I got here at school, I've been meaning to reply to the posts of my fellow angels at AF..but I think I'll save my thoughts later in the evening.. I can't think straight because of the noise coming from my colleagues..

This morning, I brought this with me..

It's called "kakanin"..cassava, biko and I dont know what the other two is called..

Oh! It was a surprise Ehm-Ehm came to visit us!yay! hahaha.. It's been a long time since we last saw her la.. She's applying for a job near our school..

Funny thing..we kept on getting "kicked out" of every room we occupied wo..haha.. First, in the thesis room because it is going to be use for the defense. Secondly in Room 302 because it is going to be used by some students..lastly inside the "merged" rooms of 304,305,306,307,308 and 309 because it is going to be use for the assembly of graduating students..aiyo..>.<

3:35PM

We watched the play for El Filibusterismo..played by the fourth year ComSci students.. Unfortunately, we didn't got the chance to watch the first play..which is Noli Me Tangere.. They said that Chao played the role of Maria Clara.. Labu showed us the pictures and he's right, Chao is indeed beautiful as a girl..*shining eyes*..hahaha..he is not only shuai as a boy but he sure looked like a girl in that picture..hehe.. o(*---*)o

The stage play was funny and although its not that great, im quite impressed by the actors.. They were able to memories those really long lines very well (shame for the Manila paper curtain and distant voices)..

April 01, 2009 Monday

11:32PM

Today is April Fools day.. I really dont know why it is called fools day.. (maybe a time where we can all be free to fool around without getting everyone upset or angry ne?) hahaha..just a lame thought wo..

Anyways, its been..uhmm..a long day I guess? I dont really wanna talk about it.. (-_-)''''

Laptop rules!!!hahaha..\m/(+---+)\m/

Nightfall

Im working on our outline for the implementation of our CAI..yeah we came down to CAI instead of the expected ICAI.. But our CAI will be online.. its like a combination of CAI and TPS for the web application.. its really complicated and I cant explain it here clearly so you gotta know me by any chance if you're interested la..(i doubt haha!)

Renewing

2009-03-29T20:39:00.005+08:00

March 28, 2009 Saturday

8:01AM

Our whole class gathered at the thesis room.. For today is our thesis defense (redefense).. Sofi and Jose are not still here.. My eyes feels heavy.. As much as i wanted to sleep but i gotta force my self to stay awake..

8:46Am

Its coming back again..

(this part is confidential)

1:48PM

I think we are not going to have a defense today.. Its already past 1:30 and still no group has started..aiyo..

I keep stopping myself from visiting AF and especially arjoe.net .. how badly I wanted to lurk and share my thoughts.. >.<

4:48PM

This afternoon, me and my classmates decided to eat lunch together.. we went to Farmer's Plaza foodcourt.. While waiting for the others to get their order, me and Sofi went to Rustans to buy our drinks.. At the counter, the line was long and when its our turn, the cashier didn't have a change so she made us wait.. and hell..we waited for almost 15 mins i think.. we've been passed by 2 customers behind us! I was really really hungry and it got on my nerves..I was like..complaining loudly.. then the worst part is the machine broke down! what the hell?!! >.<

when we got back, everybody already finished their lunch.. hay.. what the heck.. >.<''''

Its my iPod and Laptop

Nightfall

I got home at 8:30PM and I did my old routine.. changed clothes, washed myself, and eat.. I opened my lappie and lied on the sofa.. I didn't noticed I fell asleep and it was already past 11PM when I woke up.. but I was so sleepy I just closed the lid of my laptop and left the windows running..

Off the Grid

2009-03-27T03:26:00.007+08:00

Time. Past 3:30AM.

Its kinda lame or im just feeling lame..i dunno eh..

(share share~~) my Heartstrings backpack (brown) identical to Sofi's and Lyka's

Look at the wires! Im quite fascinated

Not a good time not a good time.. >.<

Ang mga Kagilagilalas na Pakikipagsapalaran ni Juan dela Cruz

2009-03-26T19:42:00.001+08:00

Ang mga Kagilagilalas na Pakikipagsapalaran ni Juan dela Cruz

ni Jose F. Lacaba

Isang gabing madilim

puno ng pangambang sumakay sa bus

si Juan de la Cruz

pusturang pustura

kahit walang laman ang bulsa

BAWAL MANIGARILYO BOSS

sabi ng konduktora

at minura si Juan de la Cruz.

Pusturang-pustura

kahit walang laman ang bulsa

nilakad ni Juan de la Cruz

ang buong Avenida

BAWAL PUMARADA

sabi ng kalsada

BAWAL UMIHI DITO

sabi ng bakod

kaya napagod

si Juan de la Cruz.

Nang abutan ng gutom

si Juan de la Cruz

tumapat sa Ma Mon Luk

inamoy ang mami siopao lumpia pansit

hanggang sa mabusog.

Nagdaan sa Sine Dalisay

Tinitigan ang retrato ni Chichay

PASSES NOT HONORED TODAY

tabi ng takilyera

tawa nang tawa.

Dumalaw sa Konggreso

si Juan de la Cruz

MAG-INGAT SA ASO

sabi ng diputado

Nagtuloy sa Malakanyang

wala namang dalang kamanyang

KEEP OFF THE GRASS

sabi ng hardinero

sabi ng sundalo

kay Juan de la Cruz.

Nang dapuan ng libog

si Juan de la Cruz

namasyal sa Culiculi

at nahulog sa pusali

parang espadang bali-bali

YOUR CREDIT IS GOOD BUT WE NEED CASH

sabi ng bugaw

sabay higop ng sabaw.

Pusturang-pustura

kahit walang laman ang bulsa

naglibot sa Dewey

si Juan de la Cruz

PAN-AM BAYSIDE SAVOY THEY SATISFY

sabi ng neon.

Humikab ang dagat na parang leon

masarap sanang tumalon pero

BAWAL MAGTAPON NG BASURA

sabi ng alon.

Nagbalik sa Quiapo

si Juan de la Cruz

at medyo kinakabahan

pumasok sa simbahan

IN GOD WE TRUST

sabi ng obispo

ALL OTHERS PAY CASH.

Nang wala nang malunok

si Juan de la Cruz

dala-dala'y gulok

gula-gulanit na ang damit

wala pa rin laman ang bulsa

umakyat

Sa Arayat

ang namayat

na si Juan de la Cruz

WANTED DEAD OR ALIVE

sabi ng PC

at sinisi

ang walanghiyang kabataan

kung bakit sinulsulan

ang isang tahimik na mamamayan

na tulad ni Juan de la Cruz

Its my first Tagalog entry..yay!

At school hungry

2009-03-26T13:09:00.001+08:00

So it is..im here at school.. doing our thesis (not really wo..) hahaha.. im hungry nah..aiyo..

im just dropping by to complain..hehehe..

ja ne! (x__x)''''

Feeling Sick wo...

2009-03-24T22:28:00.005+08:00

Last night, I was watching some clips of ArJoe when suddenly my net was disconnected.. I found out that our freaking dog (Zukki) - named after Hiroki Suzuki la - chewed the modem cable off! (x__x)'''' I was really dismayed but there's nothing I could do since i couldn't find the spare cable..darn.. >.<

Aiyo...anyways, today our call time was 10AM but I woke up late (intentionally). When I arrived at school, there's no one inside the thesis room (except of course some thesis 1 and 2).. I'm obviously looking for my classmates.. Then I saw my crush!hahahaha..(what's the connection eh?) ♥___♥ I wont elaborate more on this matter..haha!

I just wanted to share my views and comments on the clips i've watched and articles i've read regarding on ArJoe (of course!). This is especially for ArJoe Angels/Bao Beis..so dont read if you're not interested though..

I was laughing my head off while watching ArJoe on E-News (their first collaboration, i think)..hahaha! im not yet starting but just thinking of it..its..oh well what it is im saying? oh right,it was hilarious! Why on hell did Xiao Zong kept on mentioning mens "balls"?! hahahahaha! And the looks on Yi Chen's face! He (Xiao Zong) demonstrated how Ella Chen (Chia Hua) accidentally hit his "middle-part" while shooting for "The Rose" 4 times..he didn't even dared to say "You're hitting my *****" ..he just spoke up after the 5th take..he kept the hurt for himself during the first 4 takes! WTH?!! Yi Chen and Xiao Zong even thought about making the "balls" detachable!!! nyaaaa...hahahaha! (Im going totally crazy with these two (-0-)\m/).. Here's the link of the show and see for yourself (no worries bao beis its subbed) .. ARJOE: E-News Hosting

Uh...another is Amanda's Life Show (Shen Chun Hua Life Show) where both of them brought their sister and brother on the show. Xiao Zong's JieJie and Yi Chen's DiDi. I must say that Claire (Zheng Qi Xuan), Joe's sister, looked a lot like him..and tall too!

On Joe's part:

Claire brought her diary with her when she was still in primary (hope its right).. She's 11 and Joe's 6.. One entry was read and it was written like this:

"Today dad wanted to beat brother up. Dad said 'Come out now!'. DiDi said 'When a man said he wouldnt come out, he definitely wont!'".

I laughed upon hearing it not because its funny but rather I could imagine young Joe saying it.. These are the words of a mature kid and a brave one..(regardless of the beating part >.<)

Then he also talked about incidents that left a deep impression on him.. One was after their parents' divorce and their mom left them with their dad..their younger cousins came over to their place..suddenly they cried for their mother and wanted to go home..the parents immediately took the kids back home and then Joe and her sister covered themselves with a blanket and they both cried saying "Why dont we have a mother?".. aiyo..so sad... T__T

Another one was when Claire had a fight with their dad and she needed to move out.. She shut the door of her room and began to pack her things..little Joe knocked on the door and she (upon knowing its her brother) let him in.. Joe said to her sister while crying "Whatever you do I will support you!"..waaahhhh so touching ne?

On Ariel's part:

Her yeye (grandpa) gave her mother a gold necklace before he died..her mother initially didn't want to pawn the necklace but due to financial stress, she pawned it.. when Ariel entered the E-circle (showbiz) and after she was able to buy a house, she replaced the golden necklace (exactly the same as the pawned one) and gave it to her mom on her 50th birthday.. it gave me goosebumps really! ^0^/

Her brother Lin Wei Sheng, was making some speech in the show...hahaha! it is funny but true.. he said one time like "You will always be the Best Actress in my heart ♥♥♥" and when talking about their father (who left them since they were little) he said "I feel that it must 'come from the heart' and one must 'feel from the heart'".. why is he talking poetically..!haha..

There's so much I wanted to share wo but im afraid this entry might be considered as a novel..hahaha! sha gua..

I haven't finished my entry yet! Let's go back to my life now..hahaha..(not interested huh) We (our group in thesis) were supposedly be meeting our thesis adviser at 1PM but..WTF-reakin-H! 2PM had passed then 3PM, 4,5,6,7 and finally 8PM..and Y-K-W?? ruo wu qi shi! aiyo...>.<

Ahhh! I got a runny nose and when i say runny its like an open faucet!hahahaha! not quite literally wo.. Oooookayy too much for a single entry aiyo..

Booooogerrr...eww! hahaha!

2009-03-23T03:53:00.004+08:00

Aiyo...its already 4AM and i am still wide awake la! I have colds nah..hahaha.. *sniff sniff*

Maybe because i slept past 5AM yesterday and woke up 6PM..haha! My sister even told me that they thought i was dead coz i never moved..silly wo..>.< style="font-weight:bold;">ArJoe now aiya...ahaha.. can't help watching clips about them whenever i see one.. I just became a YCYC Regular and Sis Deah given me the permission to access the downloadable section of our site.. Im refraining myself from going to that area coz i may not keep myself from downloading..(^0^)/ and now that i am also a new at Asian Fanatics forum (that is asianfanatics.net) If you are interested, you may want to check out our forum site there.. here's the link http://asianfanatics.net/forum/index.php?showtopic=592599 .. it is actually the 4th thread started by gogetgatchie.. I just confirmed the news about Ariel (Lin Yi Chen) having a brain surgery..T___T but they said she's okay now and we (Arjoe Angels) are hoping for her speedy recovery soon..it is not that serious as they said.. and since there's Xiao Zhong we can definitely be at ease, right angels?hahaha..

I already finished the last 2 episodes of Koshonin.. When I have time i'll write an overview about it.. I am also done with episode 10 of Kyle XY Season 3 and episode 16 of Supernatural Season 4.. I am still waiting for the torrent file of Chuck Season 2 episode 16 and the 17th episode of Prison Break.. this weekend, i actually watched Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street for 2 times already on HBO together with Hallow Man for about 3 times nah..hahaha..(coz i usually sleep late these past days)..

Oh well..gotta blast *imitating Jimmy Neutron's actions*..ja ne! ~___^

Dead asleep

2009-03-21T03:16:00.003+08:00

Just droppin' by... i needed to sleep already..*yawns*

just spent the rest of my day on arjoe.net and downloading ISWAK (It Started With A Kiss)..and watching Kyle XY and ISWAK also..

I am really happy i got the chance to chat with one of the admin of arjoe.net ..

sis deah thank you..hehehe.. i didn't really expect she live near my hometown.. but currently she's in Canada..

I just had an overdose of ArJoe that's why im feeling light headed now soooo....gotta go now.. off to dreamland wo.. (-___-)

ta de mei meng..

Baguio Tour cancelled!

2009-03-19T02:14:00.004+08:00

Like the title says..yep.. our baguio tour was cancelled due to the disapproval of our HQ.. sadly (am not..haha) we will not be able to have a great time out of the town..instead, we have to focus on our upcoming redefense..hayyy.. I am sad for the part of the graduating students..when i heard the news that the tour was cancelled, i initially thought "How about the graduating students? I'm sure many of them was anticipating for that moment and then suddenly.." oh well that's life.. Though i am not exactly excited to go to baguio but rather im okay with it.. refund of the money will be two weeks from now..and (its funny) we've already decided what to do with the money (part will be given back to our parents T___T haha..) ..its starbucks and taco bell mania la!ahahaha..

Oh! and we got the news that our relatives in Marikina (my dad's brother and his family) had an unfortunate event (last night March 18)..their house was set on fire..it didn't began in their house but their neighbor.. i've heard that all of their things were caught on fire.. i think most of their neighbor's houses was caught on fire too.. poor thing.. its really sad.. i'm gonna ask tomorrow..

I just finished watching the first six episodes of Koshonin at last! 2 episodes to go and i'm done.. and i also watched the episode 8 of Kyle XY and what can i say..i dont like the way the lives of the characters is going now.. especially their almost-messed-up love life wo.. like how Kyle and Amanda ended breaking up and seems like Kyle turned to Jessie now..and then there's the Lorie-Declan never ending "breakup"..now Lorie's totally in Mark and Declan with the new girl (i forgot her name).. lastly Josh and Andy..since Andy is gonna leave the town, Josh's miserable aiyo....what's happening guys?! i promise i would not watch it again IF Kyle and Jessie would end up together instead of Amanda..>.<

I also watched episode 15 of Supernatural..i really missed it/them.. I missed Castiel too! Though he only appeared for a short time.. Looks like Sam's getting stronger and stronger..just poor Pam she died.. And i really like Dean's atittude..like whenever he says something nasty and pretends like its nothing..humurous.. I noticed how i love the names of Castiel (Supernatural), Carlisle (Twilight) and Cassidy (Kyle XY)..it all begins with the letter C ne?

I love these cookies!

Get my head in the game

2009-03-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

Hi there! Soooo wazzup with you? Me..i feel light-headed.. I can't seem to make myself sleep early..haha.. what a pity wo..

Gratefully we will not having our re-defense tomorrow so we got a lot of time gathering additional information for our proposal and work on our scope and problem statement.. its really hard to think..makes me dizzy and my mind would suddenly go blank.. its like rejecting any ideas coming in or out.. (jia you!)

Well anyways..we still have to go through a lot this week..like there's the coming final exam, re-defense and (as for me) report on economics..then next week will be our baguio tour.. im not excited because there's so much to do..and after the tour there's still the presentation of the prototype of our ICAI..aiyo....

Either ways..i still have to finish our report on eco (powerpoint).. my groupmates doesn't seem affected by it wo.. maybe i'll ask them to do the research paper on eco since the feasibility is over la..*crossed fingers* >.<

Taken during our shooting yesterday at Sofi's place..

Sleepyhead (-_-)

2009-03-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

Naaaahh...im sleepy wo! we finished shooting late in the evening aiyo.. >.<

The whole thing was hilarious and nonsense la! Sofi and Lyka even bought 4 colorful shades for us..they're for props..

I played 3 roles..(for individual video) a ghost (Sofi's), a crime fighter (Lyka's) and a girlfriend (Mark's).. coz we got exempted on our individual video (for the players only)..

I dont have the pictures so maybe check out my friendster account later ne..

Since im one of the arjoe angels..i'll take this time to promote our fansite..

Please check out our site arjoe.net

Mei meng..~___^

Aiyo..zao an!

2009-03-15T02:35:00.002+08:00

Its already morning la!ahaha..i cant hardly breath.. my nose is clogged..hahahaha.. its always like this whenever i stay up late..

Well i better be off to dreamland..got another shooting later with the rest of the gang..(-_-)m

And at long last i've got the latest episode of Supernatural (epi 15) its been almost two months since the last one.. gotta watch it later when i get home ne..

i just had an arjoe disease *arjoe moment* ♥x♥

Xing Fu he Ai (The other way around)

2009-03-14T21:04:00.006+08:00

Today is my 20th birthday (doesn't feel like one) >.< .. getting old huh..waaahh.. I went to church first thing in the morning but unfortunately there was a wedding ceremony so i just prayed..

Anyways..we had our shooting today for the elective final project.. our theme is horror-comedy but the way i see it (or rather saw)..its boring honestly.. not much fun except for the consequently goofing of everyone.. We didn't have any idea on how our story plot would be and basically the script was all adlib.. We shot our video at La Mesa Eco Park and we did a lot of walking.. but at least we finished early although we had our lunch at 4PM..it was really late and we've been complaining throughout the shoot (not literally)..

As i was typing this...i paused to think of a better description to our shooting..i browsed my friendster account and got a 2 message greetings from my old high school friends..alex and eman..it's been a while since we got in touch with each other.. and i received a few comments from school friends and friends(mostly greetings)..haha.. one comment didn't appear on my profile (coz i deleted it).. too much hate i guess..grrr... my blood intends to boil whenever i think about it.. don't wanna talk about it wo!>.<

Oh well going back..OMG! *totally freaking out* (should i say it or should i not?) aiyo.... okayyy *getting ready to confess* ♥___♥ i've this crush on someone "alive" .. what i mean is i see this person IN person wo.. not a celebrity or an icon.. but the thing is things are different in a way with this person.haha..(honestly, why am i saying "this person" continuously..ahahaha).. im not gonna say much coz it'll be awkward really.. im just happy we're friends la..!^______^

The thing is whether its my birthday or not, in life we encounter a lot of unnecessary events (things that you dont ask for).. but somewhat good in a way because it makes you think more mature and gives you a lesson then you'll say like "Oh! I've been wrong, I didn't notice".. coz sometimes you just go on the way and along it you dont notice that there are other forces around you but you just keep on going on..never thought that these things might be important or a warning not to go on.. keeping an eye closed and not bothering to turn around and look sideways..

I've been like that and i think i have ALWAYS been like that.. its will be just a matter of time before i realize i've gone to the wrong path.. My friends will still have to poke me to wake me up..haha..how silly of me wo.. i am very grateful to continue living this life i almost wanted to end before.. i realized i have friends..true friends that will guide me on the way..as we are to each other.. they are like my second family and cannot live without them.. in times of need and despair they will be there though they dont voice it out (i think we're all like that)..throughout these years we've known each other and still tying the knot tighter..without them i dont think i could go on (going back on the darkest time).. apparently happiness doesn't always count as something that make you smile..its somewhat how you feel deep inside..and how about love? its not something that come and go..maybe people do but the feeling..its a different story.. for me love is a feeling that will stay and remain forever..even after death..you dont go and say "Sorry i dont love you anymore" but rather its like a repainted wall.. the first coating symbolizes the love you have and the second coating is the next love and so on..the original coating remains but not gone.. it may be writhed and faded but its still there..you'll just repaint the wall to make a new one.. something like that.. i am happy and i have lots of love (family and friends).. its what important now..

Nyaaa its like i made a speech above..hahaha! anyways..sadly Ate Rhea didn't got the chance to go with us because she is sick (zao ri kang fu!).. i need someone to diverse my "unhappiness" (maybe its arjoe!) ^0^/

At last!

2009-03-12T19:27:00.003+08:00

Yay! got a wi-fi connection again..haha!

We're just about to go home so i'll post more later ne..

Just wanna share this pic taken a while ago inside the thesis room..

"Dimsum Mania!"

Ads!

2009-03-12T01:36:00.004+08:00

Eeeehhhh..i didn't watched epi 16 of Heroes wo..

i updated my friendster account..
here's the link by the way http://profiles.friendster.com/amon31

and i also want to advertise my old blog Angels and Demons which consists of all the poems i made since high school..

Ciao! ~__~

Again and Again and Again..

2009-03-12T00:45:00.004+08:00

Just Finished re-watching ISWAK Episode 2.. The 3rd epi is still downloading.. the downtime is slow..hayzz..

I still dont wanna sleep la.. i think i'll just watch episode 16 of Heroes..

And oh btw, i just became a YCYC Newbie on arjoe.net and its gonna be our anniversary..yay! although i just recently joined the group but i feel like i've been there for long enough.. Xiao Zhong's xiao bao bei's are very accommodating eh..

Just wanna share ths pictures from arjoe.net made by deah and gio (anniversary poster)

*arjoe moment* ta men yi qi shi hen dou ren xi ai de!v(*0*)v mei meng.. (-_-)\m/

Modifications

2009-03-11T23:34:00.001+08:00

I finished modifying our class picture..so here goes..

It'll be enhanced and customized this coming days..dont anticipate yet!haha!

I'll post later ne?

Lazy wo!

2009-03-11T22:16:00.001+08:00

Aiyo... Its evening again la.. Time flies fast isn't it?

Well, we did our thesis for the whole day and finalized the tally.. so nothing much interesting to share..

Its just that Sofi and Rex made fun of me! >.< grrrr.. ahahaha.. They always do that.. i dunno why but i think its because i never fire back and i don't take it seriously.. they knew i have a huge crush on Yu Shirota so they always act like him (the one in Hana Kimi Japan Special where he became a gay).. we had a lot of laugh and we shared our views on Harry Potter movies and other movies..

Tinay went back to Lucena nah..i think.. and Ate Rhea is still not around..

^ I posed like the one on Yu's blog..yay!^0^/

Reminisce

2009-03-11T01:17:00.001+08:00

Ni hao.. ta de hao! its already past 1AM and still im here..wahaha.. i feel sleepy nah.. i did re-watched ISWAK wah..didn't get the chance to continue the second episode..

I dont have anything to say at all..i just want to post even if its nothing..

I still need to go to school early but i wanna sleep for hours ( I could sleep for 18 hours straight!)

hayy..well i did nothing much.. i made and searched for an equivalent for my name in Chinese (including the characters).. i find it interesting and time consuming at the same time.. its not that accurate but at least a close one..

I'm still thinking of a better one.. here goes..

1. Wei An Jing
2. Wu Ao Jing
3. Wu Ji Zhi
4. Wu Ao Ji or Wu Ji Ao

I'm considering number 3 or 4..but im not sure.. I've got a chosen chinese name before and its Yan Chien Xi --it definitely has no meaning at all, just random characters..oh well i'll let you know what will be the final..hehe..

*yawns* ~____~ im sleepy la..wan an.. (-_-)zzzzZZZZ

Craving for something..hmmm..

2009-03-10T19:06:00.009+08:00

Nya! Its already past 7PM..ooohh i haven't noticed.. im starting to feel hungry wo..

I just passed by our arjoe fansite and i am so happy Sis Gio welcomed me..hehe.. i feel very gratefull la..^____^

Ooookayyy.. here's the drawing i made a while ago..

[From Left-top: EJ, Jose, Rex, Mark and Ernel (Cabatic), Ma'am Che and Sir Tjay, me (Aj), Ate Rhea, anak (Lyka), Sofi and Zheng (Liezel)]

Its the chibi version of our class.. below it (not shown in the pic) is the caption "BSIT601 REGULARS Class Picture SY 2008-2009"

oh! and before i forgot..we were in the thesis room and i was sleepy, sleeping actually la..hahaha.. But me and Sofi did a tally, part of our thesis info gathering, instead.. I saw Chao.. waiiii.. everytime i see him i just go...*melts*.. i really find him shuai..haha.. makes my eyes follow him..hahaha.. crap.. >.<

I also wanna share last night.. me and my mom were watching SNN (Showbiz News Ngayon) and we found out that Pops Fernandez and Jomari Yllana broke up.. i dont know why but it made me happy.. i've got nothing against them but i just dont like Jomari for Pops.. its what i think anyways..

I'll post later nah.. Im hungry.. Ciao! ~___^

Taco Bell Mania!

2009-03-10T13:50:00.001+08:00

Wu an! Me and Sophia are currently at Taco Bell..eating obviously..hahaha.. We didn't have our elective class today and since we just finished our observation for our thesis, we got hungry and decided to eat here la...

anyways..while conducting our observation, i got bored so i drew la..haha.. i'll show it to you later yay!haha..

Meanwhile..here's our picture at Taco Bell..

Ja ne!^0^/

Ka-Blog! yay!

2009-03-09T23:57:00.002+08:00

Ni hao! weiiii.. Sofi's got her blog nah...hahaha.. soo happy we can share things with you..(although im not really sure who's 'you'..haha) you've gotta visit her blog and see how she talks and she really loves to talk..ahaha!

Here's her blog address.. http://chuffi31.blogspot.com.. make sure to leave a comment.. include my blog also.. haha.. too much advertisement la! ~__^

Gotta sleep nah.. wan an! oyasuminasai! good night! gandang gabi! *stares unbelievingly*

Woah..can't think of a better title..haha..

2009-03-09T20:25:00.002+08:00

Minna konbanwa! We didn't do much this day at school because there was an assembly of faculty members with the HQ of our college..

Sir dela Chica's lecture is always as boring as before..haha.. Me and my "daughter" Lyka were almost sleepy..yay!>.<

Its a good thing that there was an assembly.. so we didn't had our eco today..coz we're not really ready for the report wah.. We spent the rest of the hours inside the thesis room.. and hell..what about my ex and his new girl doing in front of me.. what show were they putting on huh?! (ehem..sounded like a jealous one ne?hahahaha) erase!erase!erase!>.<

Anyhow and anyways since Ate Rhea was not around and so is Jose , and since Tin-Tin is there, we just goofed around and took pictures using my laptop..while doing it Mark did something really nuts..hahaha and it made us laugh really.. i'll share with you what i am talking about..(pardon his English..wahaha)

In addition to this..because it made me laugh.. i made scrap of pictures..

I hope you like it..hahahaha.. its hilarious especially the ending doesn't connect with the rest of the story la!..^0^/

Sleepy but not really. Just need to sleep la!

2009-03-09T02:20:00.001+08:00

Wah! Ta de hao! hahahaha... im back again.. and its already 2:13AM.. really i must be going crazy..haha..

I just want to show you guys this picture taken just a little while..

I call it "Yellow Pad: The Last Strands" hehehe..

You know since this second semester I always bring with me exactly five pieces of yellow paper especially on Mondays..why? because our class includes only 10 regular students including me (i distribute it in half since we only need half of it during our quiz).. that's our whole class, BSIT601.. You'll be surprised to know that we used to be almost 50 students when we were in our first year yet little by little as time passes by we became what we are now.. 10 of us and its a whole new story..hahaha..

See yah! ^____^

Just a Comment

2009-03-08T23:49:00.003+08:00

Haha here i am again.. i am just about to finish reading Joe's blog posts (translated of course by Kassy..thanks to her and the others as well)..

While reading his posts i've realized how mature he thinks and how special people around him are.. how much he treasures all of his fans and supporters as well.. and I really admire him for doing an essay about his character in Honey and Clover ( I gotta watch it sometime..im curious about it..yay!)^0^/

well so much for posting and surfing.. and guess what? hahahaha.. i still haven't finished doing our presentation for tomorrow..and its 12AM already..i've got a class at 11AM later..ahahaha.. cut-cut-cut! haha!

Have a goodnight sleep to all! ^x^ mwah! heh...

Spending time at ArJoe

2009-03-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

Hey guys what's up? haven't got a chance to post yesterday.. got some family problem last night and i don't really wanna talk about it eh..

anyways.. i have been spending a lot of time at arjoe.net.. im a newbie member and i enjoy reading old posts as well as waiting for new news about ArJoe.. Still haven't got a friend over there but i hope in time i will be able to chat with them coz i find it fun whenever they talk about arjoe.. Like now i am reading Joe's translated posts by Kassy.. i find him really interesting and i feel glad reading his posts.. he's so shuai..*sparkling eyes* aww... i missed arjoe already.. i have finished ISWAK, TKA and LOB already simultaneously watched it.. in less than 3 weeks im done..hahaha.. addictus..haha..

I have been waiting for the second season of Rookies also..can't wait to see Yu acting again.. but the show will not be airing till the summer i think..so i have to patiently wait for it.. he changed the color of his hair and turned it to black unlike in the first season of Rookies it was golden.. but still cute.. I haven't got an opportunity to watch Koshonin.. it got a lot of characters i know and basically i downloaded it because Yu is one of the character..

My laptop is already full of movies and tv series and i still have to back them up..and oh! oh! i just finished talking to Sophia on the phone for almost an hour..haha.. we're always like that.. talking and talking about which series we like the most and our crushes and all..hahaha.. its really fun doing that especially i am becoming more talkative nowadays..hehe..

The tv is still on although i am not watching (technically).. i am almost halfway to finish reading Joe's translated posts at arjoe.net.. he's really interesting lol!..

Nyaaa..i still have to finish our presentation for tomorrow la.. My groupmates in economics promised to send me the latter part of our report but there's still no mail from them..hayy.. why am i always the one to adjust eh? still got loads to do.. our baguio tour will be moved so i should not anticipate these coming days for some fun..eeehhh...

I've got to go now..but wait! WTH?! Transporter 3 is on on HBO waaahh.. i love jason statham movies.. what should i do.. eehhh..ahahaha.. i gotta refrain myself from doing such "unwanted needs" for now..hahaha.. hope you guys are okay (although i feel like im talking to myself and i don't know who will waste their time reading this blog of mine..hehehe) ja ne! and wan an.. Dominus Tecum..! ~____^

Win! Win! Win!

2009-03-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

Woah..i forgot to post an entry yesterday..ahahaha.. I wasn't able to attend the 2nd day of sportsfest because i'm injured..haha.. my whole body was aching like hell and the sprain on my left foot got worse.. so i stayed at home..

well anyways.. i was able to attend today.. since its the last day..hehe.. i was walking like an idiot really.. i can't even walk straight due to the freaking foot..haha.. we won the championship for volleyball men.. and that's it..i don't know about the volleyball women but definitely we didn't won.. i've watched my bestfriend Marken play today.. and i have to say that he played well this year unlike last year's sportsfest.. he didn't even introduce his girlfirend to me! tsk tsk tsk.. hahaha.. i didn't even know that..he never mentioned it the last time we talked over the phone..

for the last part of the program was the awarding ceremony as you call it..(coz it wasn't looked like one).. i even got a chance to go up on the stage to receive the medal for the first place on relay and best time on obstacle course.. just a nice feeling but i don't talk it too seriously.. *makes humble gestures* wahahaha.. its just that..its my first time participating on such event and actually won first..but why not second or third? its overwhelming for me.. oookayy enough crap already..hahaha..

AND! Oh My God! What The Hell! *fainting* im totally freaking in front of my crush..hahaha.. its sooooo hayyy... shuaiii really.. im envious of the girls with him..*evil smile* especially when i didn't notice him behind me.. me and Sofi were like going crazy.. looking at each other holding back the 'kilig' factor.. there were butterflies in my stomach..ahaha..its totally weird talking like this..i feel like an idiot doing some idiotic things..hahahaha..

by the way here's our picture with the medals.. there's actually two of us.. Zheng (with the brown shirt) and me but we lend it to our friends so that we looked like we all won..haha.. its creepy..ahahaha..

STI Cubao Sportsfest 2009

2009-03-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hi there again.. Today is our sportsfest.. for the opening it was held at the Marikina Sports Park.. As usual there's the cheering which is actually not that awesome.. our cluster 5 is called Black Knights..we cheered and veered..haha..not exactly.. And guess what? We actually won for the relay.. im supposedly a backup but the the last member of the relay changed position with me.. So there we were, the 4 of us.. Zheng was the second in position, i was the last.. im pretty lucky coz two of our opponents went down, literally..-_- so in the end we won.. it was not that exhausting as i thought it would be.. our basketball team lost and so is the volleyball women.. before the program ended, there was an obstacle course which is hard.. and im part of it again as well as Zheng.. we've got bruises and OMG we looked like overcooked bread..hahahaha.. i dont know if we won..i;ll be posting the pics next time..

anyways..Tinay's back!..ahaha.. she will be staying for a couple of days here in Manila.. at Ate Rhea's place.. its nice really.. having a friend back even for a while..

well all in all its exhausting and my body's aching but im happy (especially its brilliant to see my crush..*twinkles* hay) ahahaha.. the sportsfest will continue until friday.. so its 3 days.. tomorrow we will be at Brgy. Marilag court..for the first game of the day will be our volleyball men..(although i really dont wanna be there) its not sight seeing but i hope it will be worth seeing..^__^

PS
Chao is shuaiiiii *giggles*
*imitating Sophia's dying action* Oh My God! Oh My God!

Learning E Zuo Ju on Keyboard

2009-03-04T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! I woke up late..it was past 12:30PM already and a few hours later i did my laundry.. My left arm is aching until now..*sighs* >.< After it I went outside to practice for the relay tomorrow.. Coz its our school's sportsfest this year. When I got home, I opened my laptop and watched the piano tutorial for the song E Zuo Ju from Started With A Kiss (They Kiss Again). I got my keyboard out and started learning the piece.. haha.. its pretty nice really.. I'm not a piano expert but I know how to play the melody.. It's kinda hard to learn the accompaniment for me.. my fingers will get entangled every now and then..hehehe.. At the same time I'm watching a movie called "Dave" on HBO with my mom.. its a nice movie..you should try to watch it sometime..

well anyways..i'll be posting from now and then since its my first blog about me and my thoughts and experiences particulary.. uhmmm..im out of words really..hehe Have a good night sleep (ermm although its nearly morning)..zai jian!

below is my photo after my practice run for the night..