Dizzy. Dizzy. O_____o''''''

Oh no..its all coming back.. no, no, no, no... wei shen me? i tried hard to conceal it.. to bury it.. and to forget it.. but why, oh, why it easily crept out once again? coz I shouldn't feel this way anymore.. not now.. but i know i am fooling myself to say i have moved on.. doesn't it? aiyo...  the ji du feeling whenever...whenever... i cannot say.. but its just like that.. im in control.. i always tell myself that but my heart wont accept wo.. you know i have this feeling that its closing in on me.. i have this sudden urge to notice it but of course--with pride and dignity, its not that easy.. i dont know but i am all clueless.. want something? need something? initially yes.. kai xin, kai xin.. but not inside.. of course i want to feel the xinfu that everybody deserves that's why I forced myself to be kai xin.. i did yet something's missing.. naaaahh.. afterall, i still find myself longing for it.. im really good at pretending..haha.. but wo zhong xin wont lie.. i suddenly remember what our professor told us.. if ni di ai you ren, no matter what, ai will never be gone.. wo fei chang, fei chang dizzy now..not literally (quite literally..hehe..) wo kun huo la.. (-__-)'''' lao tian..

Talk Less. Gain More.

What a lame title to start off la..haha.. I've got a lot to share but i'm kinda busy nowadays.. aiyo..  (-_-)""

I haven't got a chance to tell you this (but im telling now).. Me and some of my classmates are currently taking up two advance subjects this summer..namely: Rizal and Values Formation.. aside from our IT Practicum.. I've been assigned as one of the three leaders of Rizal but i feel like im alone in this part (not the responsibility part but the leader part) not to mention some casting problems and time management..what a hassle..plus there is still our project for the practicum which is to design a website.. along with Sofi, Mark and Ernel.. We have a class everyday and practice for Rizal every Saturdays..

I made the script for 4 days i think and slept almost 3AM for two days and then finally I was able to finish it.. its a relief wo.. and the website we made and been working for almost a week finally got an appreciation (though its still in progress mode).. we still have our midterm examination this coming week for the two subjects we're taking up.. so hopefully we could come through it and finally relax a little.. Im also looking forward for the showing of Angels and Demons wo! I'm a fanatic of Dan Brown.. in fact, I have read all of his 4 novels and I have 3 of them at home.. Its gonna be shown here in the Philippines on May 15.. I think i'll be watching on the 16th la.. (^0^)/

Many things to anticipate these coming days wo! Missing everyone on YCYC and AF.. mei meng.. (O_____o)

Yuzu again

Woah I haven't posted..chang jiu.. i'll just drop this MV of Yuzu entitled Umaku Ienai.. it is a song from Gokusen 3 (though I haven't watched it yet).. It's my current favorite song from Yuzu.. Below it is the lyrics and translation..love it! (^___^)

Yuzu - Umaku Ienai (I Can’t Express How I Feel/ I'm Not Good At Saying It)

Lyrics: Kitagawa Yujin
Music: Kitagawa Yujin

[Romaji]

Hajimete deatta hi no koto wo
Kimi wa ima mo oboete imasu ka?
Togire togire gikochinai
Bokura no kaiwa wo
Owatta koi no kizuato wo
Nuguenai mama de itakara
Okubyou wo kakusu youni
Odoketeita ne

Mada sukoshi hadazamui
Haru no namikimichi kimi to aruku
Kizukeba koushite iru koto ga
Atarimae ni natte itanda

Umaku ienai kedo afurete kuru
Kono koe mo kono namida mo kimi wo omoeba
Toki wa nagare mada tsutaerarezu ni
Warawanaide kiite hoshii
「Aishiteru...」

Fuzakeatte bakari no futari dakara
majime na koto yuu no wa terekusakute
Taisetsu na kotoba hodo atomawashi ni shite

Arifureta machinami
Itsumo no Machiawase basho
Furikaereba soko ni wa kimi no
Kawaranai egao ga attanda

Umaku Ienai
Boku wo yurushite kureru kai?
Zurukute mo majime ni mo kimi wo utau
Sugite yuku hibi hitotsu hitotsu wo
Wasurezu ni irareru youni
Negai wo komete...

Kono sekai ni owari ga kitemo
Kimi no soba ni wa boku ga
Boku no soba ni wa kimi ga kitto iru kara

Umaku ienai kedo afurete kuru
Kono koe mo kono namida mo kimi wo omoeba
Toki wa nagare mada tsutaerarezu ni
Warawanaide kiite hoshii
Boku wa kimi wo aishiteru

[English translation]

Do you still remember the day when we first met?
Our conversations were on and off, awkward
We couldn’t wipe off the scars of our lost loves
So we hid our cowardice with humor

It’s still a little chilly, I walk with you down a spring road lined with trees
Before I knew it, doing this felt so natural

I can’t express how I feel, but my voice, my tears
They pour out whenever I think of you
Time goes by and I still haven’t told you
Don’t laugh, I want you to hear what I have to say
“I love you”

We always joked around so saying something serious felt embarrassing
And we’d put off talking about more important things…

The streets are the same as usual, there’s the place we would always meet
When I think back, your smiling face was always sure to be there

I can’t express how I feel, will you forgive me?
Whether it’s manipulative or serious, I’ll sing of you
As the days go by, I’ll make a wish
That I never forget a single one…

Even if this world comes to an end…
I’ll be at your side, and I know you’ll be at my side

I can’t express how I feel, but my voice, my tears
They pour out whenever I think of you
Time goes by and I still haven’t told you
Don’t laugh, I want you to hear what I have to say
I’m in love with you

Reviving Asian Spirit

Im currently following old series from Taiwan..idol drama series to be exact.. its like backtracking the series of my current favorite couple -- Joe Cheng (Zheng Yuan Chang) and Ariel Lin (Lin Yi Chen) -- I started liking them since It Started With A Kiss (ISWAK) and its sequel They Kiss Again (TKA) to their recent collaboration Love or Bread (LOB).. then now i am currently watching Joe's past 2 series, Nine Ball and his debut series, The Rose (together with Ella Chen).. and so Ariel's Love Contract (with Mike He) and her first series, True Love 18 (sadly it only have 1 episode with subs T___T aiyo..).. I like The Rose more because of the story plot.. it kinda makes you anticipate more to what will happen next to main character Zheng Bai He (which is played by Ella)..i am wondering why she always cry even if it is just a small thing and nothing to fuss about? naaa..and furthermore, I definitely love Xiao Zong's character here! He played Han Kui who always threaten Bai He..haha..he's like Zhi Shu threatening Xiang Qin but in a more feminine way (he really looked like a girl in this series).. oh well I hope somebody or someone will upload a subbed version of True Love 18 (knock!knock!) because i like the story (and Shi Yi Nan is shuai..haha)and Yi Chen's hao ke ai le..looked like an elementary student..O____o

Other than YiChen and Xiao Zong's series, I am also currently watching Show Luo, Wu Chun and Jerry Yan's Lan Qiu Huo (Hot Shot)..too bad episode 5 at MySoju is broken and I cant seem to find the subbed version of it either..so I skipped it even though I got the chance to watch some part of it with subs..aiyaya..haha..

I'll share the posters here..take a look..

                  

 

            

 

These 4 series i am currently watching (^above) and..

                          

Its a laugh right? (yeah that's what I think so..hahaha) mei meng (-__-;)

C-thru

Woah..look at this..

hahahaha..im actually on my lappie!yay!

Introducing Yuzu

Currently, i am addicted to Japan's famous duo known as Yuzu..  I just heard their song (not exactly) from Yu's singing on DD-Boys Episode 3 (where Yu had to sing in front of many people to earn money)..He sang i think 3 of Yuzu's song.. so i thought he might like the songs of Yuzu.. When I heard Sayonara Bus..i immediately loved the melody..then there's Itsuka and Natsuiro..among the songs Yu sang.. I just recently found out their names.. the one playing the harmonica is Koji Iwasawa and the good-looking guy is Yujin Kitagawa.. i'd like to share these videos (MV) of those 3 songs i mentioned above..

Sayonara Bus - Yuzu

I love this video! They looked cute especially Yujin.. O__O

Itsuka - Yuzu

This one..i noticed all of Yuzu's MV are very much alike..simply a video of them not much extra..

Natsuiro - Yuzu

I think this one is funny.. they looked like they really enjoy filming this..

Fool!

March 30, 2009 Saturday

1:48PM

We just had our lunch.. we ate something different (not exactly).. Sofi and I tried another type (brand) of Hong Kong style noodles.. It is much expensive but reasonable for it tastes good rather than the one on the foodcourt of Farmers.. I feel sleepy now that I just ate.. Since morning when I got here at school, I've been meaning to reply to the posts of my fellow angels at AF..but I think I'll save my thoughts later in the evening.. I can't think straight because of the noise coming from my colleagues..

This morning, I brought this with me..

It's called "kakanin"..cassava, biko and I dont know what the other two is called..

Oh! It was a surprise Ehm-Ehm came to visit us!yay! hahaha.. It's been a long time since we last saw her la.. She's applying for a job near our school..

Funny thing..we kept on getting "kicked out" of every room we occupied wo..haha.. First, in the thesis room because it is going to be use for the defense. Secondly in Room 302 because it is going to be used by some students..lastly inside the "merged" rooms of 304,305,306,307,308 and 309 because it is going to be use for the assembly of graduating students..aiyo..>.<

3:35PM

We watched the play for El Filibusterismo..played by the fourth year ComSci students.. Unfortunately, we didn't got the chance to watch the first play..which is Noli Me Tangere.. They said that Chao played the role of Maria Clara.. Labu showed us the pictures and he's right, Chao is indeed beautiful as a girl..*shining eyes*..hahaha..he is not only shuai as a boy but he sure looked like a girl in that picture..hehe.. o(*---*)o

The stage play was funny and although its not that great, im quite impressed by the actors.. They were able to memories those really long lines very well (shame for the Manila paper curtain and distant voices)..

April 01, 2009 Monday

11:32PM

Today is April Fools day.. I really dont know why it is called fools day.. (maybe a time where we can all be free to fool around without getting everyone upset or angry ne?) hahaha..just a lame thought wo..

Anyways, its been..uhmm..a long day I guess? I dont really wanna talk about it.. (-_-)'''' 

Laptop rules!!!hahaha..\m/(+---+)\m/

Nightfall

Im working on our outline for the implementation of our CAI..yeah we came down to CAI instead of the expected ICAI.. But our CAI will be online.. its like a combination of CAI and TPS for the web application.. its really complicated and I cant explain it here clearly so you gotta know me by any chance if you're interested la..(i doubt haha!)