Anyways..we had our shooting today for the elective final project.. our theme is horror-comedy but the way i see it (or rather saw)..its boring honestly.. not much fun except for the consequently goofing of everyone.. We didn't have any idea on how our story plot would be and basically the script was all adlib.. We shot our video at La Mesa Eco Park and we did a lot of walking.. but at least we finished early although we had our lunch at 4PM..it was really late and we've been complaining throughout the shoot (not literally)..
As i was typing this...i paused to think of a better description to our shooting..i browsed my friendster account and got a 2 message greetings from my old high school friends..alex and eman..it's been a while since we got in touch with each other.. and i received a few comments from school friends and friends(mostly greetings)..haha.. one comment didn't appear on my profile (coz i deleted it).. too much hate i guess..grrr... my blood intends to boil whenever i think about it.. don't wanna talk about it wo!>.<
Oh well going back..OMG! *totally freaking out* (should i say it or should i not?) aiyo.... okayyy *getting ready to confess* ♥___♥ i've this crush on someone "alive" .. what i mean is i see this person IN person wo.. not a celebrity or an icon.. but the thing is things are different in a way with this person.haha..(honestly, why am i saying "this person" continuously..ahahaha).. im not gonna say much coz it'll be awkward really.. im just happy we're friends la..!^______^
The thing is whether its my birthday or not, in life we encounter a lot of unnecessary events (things that you dont ask for).. but somewhat good in a way because it makes you think more mature and gives you a lesson then you'll say like "Oh! I've been wrong, I didn't notice".. coz sometimes you just go on the way and along it you dont notice that there are other forces around you but you just keep on going on..never thought that these things might be important or a warning not to go on.. keeping an eye closed and not bothering to turn around and look sideways..
I've been like that and i think i have ALWAYS been like that.. its will be just a matter of time before i realize i've gone to the wrong path.. My friends will still have to poke me to wake me up..haha..how silly of me wo.. i am very grateful to continue living this life i almost wanted to end before.. i realized i have friends..true friends that will guide me on the way..as we are to each other.. they are like my second family and cannot live without them.. in times of need and despair they will be there though they dont voice it out (i think we're all like that)..throughout these years we've known each other and still tying the knot tighter..without them i dont think i could go on (going back on the darkest time).. apparently happiness doesn't always count as something that make you smile..its somewhat how you feel deep inside..and how about love? its not something that come and go..maybe people do but the feeling..its a different story.. for me love is a feeling that will stay and remain forever..even after death..you dont go and say "Sorry i dont love you anymore" but rather its like a repainted wall.. the first coating symbolizes the love you have and the second coating is the next love and so on..the original coating remains but not gone.. it may be writhed and faded but its still there..you'll just repaint the wall to make a new one.. something like that.. i am happy and i have lots of love (family and friends).. its what important now..
Nyaaa its like i made a speech above..hahaha! anyways..sadly Ate Rhea didn't got the chance to go with us because she is sick (zao ri kang fu!).. i need someone to diverse my "unhappiness" (maybe its arjoe!) ^0^/
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